yes i know, it sounds silly,
yes i know, it’s not easy to comprehend,
yes i know, you can’t get it,
…maybe because you are not me,
maybe because you can’t see it,
maybe because, maybe because,
…..well, let me explain it.
but i can’t, its illogical,
and i swear, i want to stay objective but i can’t
so here we go..walk with me, no stand and watch..aaah i don’t know..do your thing
its like sparkling with some shiny diamond like coating-her eyes.(.the inside and not the diamond shape!)
..half like a tear that never drops( and i am waiting and waiting for it to drop while stealing stares and evading direct contact for that would have me captured??)
half shiny like a shining star..( so i feel like i am sleeping in a grass filled field at night while looking at the stars avoiding the cockroach clicking sounds and the croaking frogs of a night in upcountry Africa, somewhere near the swamps!!)
you feel me and then she looks side to side probably wondering why i am gazing at her-at this time she has probably caught me, and i want to avoid that..damn me but i can’t..
that look…well, a look in a rhythmic way hard to capture,
so i wanted more and more but could never get enough..
okay i sound silly but this is so amazing if you are on the opposite side of the table.
and here i was still standing, still gazing, how can i not say hallo??
i am swept clean! that thing about her, that thing!!!!