The most scary thing is – of all scary things,
you will never know it,
you will be blindfolded in a way words can not describe,
you will not even face the idea to admit it,
not even at the mirror, or to yourself!
You will drown and drown and….and.. and drown,
and think all along, all this time, with all these loses,
its all for fun,
its all cool,
its the new hype!
You will be mad and defensive when anybody points it out,
you will even be aggressive at times and think why can’t they mind their business,
because in your mind-this you believe,
you are minding yours-business! self-destruction!
God forbid that you get stuck there for life,
for life as it shall be will elude you in a way unexplainable,
the amount of time lost maybe so hard to catch up with – for you can never recover lost time!
And when the day comes and you realize this,
be grateful for at least you lived through it to get here,
and cry for the lost time and opportunities,
but smile in the knowledge that you know better now,
in the idea that this will and should never drown you again, or soon again,
and plan you way on this new slate for its never too late if that breath of life still hisses in you!
Do not self-destruct if you can help it,
and if you ever do, its not all over, there is a chance as long as there is a life,
and hope is what keeps us going, self destruction bye bye!!