In a dull morning, the sun has somehow failed you, oooh shitty holiday, you never had a viable plan to enjoy it and such dull grey mornings somehow have a way of getting to your nerve but not this, this day you feel happy, special, relaxed and this is so intense that you surely cannot explain it, you can’t even understand it, you need not to, just flow with the good feeling and live to be happy, yes, this is you, unlike you in such a day, and to your convictions nobody can take this away from you, not even mother nature!!
you feel like extending this precious feeling to the people around you, to the world, if only happy was the feeling everywhere, even for just that one ounce of a minute, would it not feel great, you want to scream now, happy is the word and no shitting it …no one can take this away from you, not even mother nature!!
Simple things like sitting on that dinning table relaxed and sipping that cup of black tea or coffee or whatever it is that starts your day, not thinking a lot about this complicated world and just extending the curve on your cheeks – that’s your smile, this feeling, not caring about the dullness of the day, not thinking a bout the limitations of the grey vague weather and not giving a damn about all logic in life, just there, you and your cup of tea, sipping it, sugarless or not, just sipping and letting it down your gullet without care, the flow of happiness better not be lost, nobody shall take this away from you, not even mother nature!!
You careless about the complex grammar rules, if you cared, you might get serious, and serious is less happy so you maintain your happy hour without care or seriousness that the world somehow dictates, you need it not, and you will live another day, today someone else can be serious for the both of you, not you, you are happy today and nobody can take this from you, not even mother nature!!
You share this with the world, free and simple as it came to you, it’s a rare feeling and you wish it on the world, you scream happy again, hoping your otherwise cruel neighbors can hear you or maybe this feeling should reach them by diffusion or osmosis or whatever, why is it not so contagious, you might have wondered but not today, today you refuse to wonder, for wondering is less happy, and today you cannot settle for less happy, today you want the full happy package, and you magically have it, you cannot let it go, even for wonder, no letting it go, this treasure of a feeling, precious than anything else, and nobody shall take this away from you, not even mother nature!!
All the broken promises made upon you, all the pain this caused, all the tears both in your heart and overloaded mindful eyes, all the lost opportunities and aspirations, all the times you were betrayed and the pains this caused, all dreams not yet achieved, name them all but today they don’t matter, only happy you in your simple dinning table sipping your black sugarless or otherwise tea without looking a lot at the dull grey vague weather, but happy and truly so, screaming in your heart, not wondering a lot why this feeling is not so contagious but wondering, not missing a lot not, dreaming a lot, just sipping and living for the moment, you and your sweet beats playing in your mind, happy you and nobody can take this away from you, not even mother nature!!
Elusive love and the dreams to have it one more time and keep it, to never have to talk about it again as a once upon a time event but a today’s continuous treasure, and the pressure that such otherwise precious thoughts brings, what a pleasurable moment you could imagine, but not today, the pressure of imagination will not cloud your happiness, not in this happy hour of sipping, not looking outside a lot, not wanting to think a lot, not wanting to imagine a lot, just there in your dinning table smiling, happy to the core and of late you decided not half-happy package anymore, a full happy-package and nobody can take this away from you, not even mother nature!!